it was just a crush
i may have a broken heart from a person like Sidney but that doesn't bother me if he is with Sam who which probably would be his future girlfriend if ever possible..
so here's the thing i had fallen in love with Sidney ever since i was in 5th grade and we were so close that we considered ourselves as best friends i don't know why but we were just kids during those times.. so i really had a big love for him .. he was my first love if you ever wonder you know.. he was a great guy well the OLD him.
i regret my feelings for him now.. if i had a time machine i would never tell him my feelings so that until now will still talk and be friends but its too late and there's no such thing as time machine, only stories has those stuff and i hate it.. sometimes i wonder what the hell is the problem with me and my heart i just can't take it when Sam and Sidney are together or even if they are texting it just hurts you know i never wanted to be hurt.. but is there anything i can do? its his heart not mine i can't control it.. but i have to let go even if it hurts he was the best best friend i ever had for a boy you know.. but time flew and people change is there anything i can do? of course the answer is no.
if we are not really meant to be i just need to accept the fact that we are not good for each other i know it sounds weird and everything. but its time to let goo
ANYWAYS THATS HOW I FEEL UNTIL NOW.. BUT THERES A GOOD NEWS!
..
really a good news???
YES A GOOD NEWS?!!!
what is it?! spill it already
OKAY
well i have a crush on someone cuter and better than Sidney. i won't mention the name for a NOW because i don't want to lol
his just cute kind and friendly i really like him but not love him
his the kind of guy every girl wants but he is totally kind of my type i mean can you blame me for liking him even if a bunch of girls ran after him and his standards for a dream girl are very unreachable because its just that he likes girls who really are pretty smart and everything soo i have zero chance but hiis a close friend of mine and he is good so i won't like him but he will still be an inspiriation to me
THATS IT FOR NOW.. TILL NEXT TIME BLOG!!!!!!!!!
so here's the thing i had fallen in love with Sidney ever since i was in 5th grade and we were so close that we considered ourselves as best friends i don't know why but we were just kids during those times.. so i really had a big love for him .. he was my first love if you ever wonder you know.. he was a great guy well the OLD him.
i regret my feelings for him now.. if i had a time machine i would never tell him my feelings so that until now will still talk and be friends but its too late and there's no such thing as time machine, only stories has those stuff and i hate it.. sometimes i wonder what the hell is the problem with me and my heart i just can't take it when Sam and Sidney are together or even if they are texting it just hurts you know i never wanted to be hurt.. but is there anything i can do? its his heart not mine i can't control it.. but i have to let go even if it hurts he was the best best friend i ever had for a boy you know.. but time flew and people change is there anything i can do? of course the answer is no.
if we are not really meant to be i just need to accept the fact that we are not good for each other i know it sounds weird and everything. but its time to let goo
ANYWAYS THATS HOW I FEEL UNTIL NOW.. BUT THERES A GOOD NEWS!
..
really a good news???
YES A GOOD NEWS?!!!
what is it?! spill it already
OKAY
well i have a crush on someone cuter and better than Sidney. i won't mention the name for a NOW because i don't want to lol
his just cute kind and friendly i really like him but not love him
his the kind of guy every girl wants but he is totally kind of my type i mean can you blame me for liking him even if a bunch of girls ran after him and his standards for a dream girl are very unreachable because its just that he likes girls who really are pretty smart and everything soo i have zero chance but hiis a close friend of mine and he is good so i won't like him but he will still be an inspiriation to me
THATS IT FOR NOW.. TILL NEXT TIME BLOG!!!!!!!!!
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