Relaxation.
WHAT IS UP?
I am back dear internet... This is like my diary now huh?
ANYWAYS!
I am home now! After those 3 days of happiness/cold weather. It was an incredible experience and I feel happy to be a part of it. I can't post any pictures for now... but i might add on my next blog updates. Anyways! I am starting to write a story @ wattpad! woot okay. But I haven't published it yet. I just saved it as a draft.
Those 3 days were fun. A lot of things happened.
Honestly, I feel bad about it. I can now realize that I am friends with someone who is really mean and doesn't know that she hurts people's feelings because she speaks her mind WAY TOO MUCH. She's wings... (in case you are curious who Wings is? please check my last posts before this on the side bar to the left). Moving on. Being friends with someone who is kind of controlling and feels like she is too right and ALWAYS right. It's kind of hard to deal with them, but you would understand one person when you get to know their family or the place where she grew up.
But as her true friend, I am understanding and always stood by her side. The thing is... she is unfair. She never tried to listen to me and I won't even share to him. Why? because she would just give me a set of advice that would just make me feel like I am that damn stupid and she is the smart girl with a dumb friend.
She makes me feel like a small person. Have done everything to stuck by her side and to the point that I don't know how to deal with her anymore. I sometimes wonder if I should leave her so that I could taste a little freedom from her bossiness.
The thing is, she always wants to be right, it seems so wrong. She always makes herself look like the good guy and turn things around... She hates people who are like her. She should be thankful I stuck by her side. She judges too much and when she hates she releases her anger through public. PATHETIC. I know that I am doing the same thing... but I hate it when when we are with our friends its like I am not there with them they act like they see no one behind.
If I were to choose. I would love to be alone... but being alone is kind of boring. But I want that someone who would be like my sister. That person who would know EVERYTHING about me and I know EVERYTHING about her too. That person can be a dude too.
Anywho, that's it for now... I can feel anger when i typed this.. *SORRY*
hope you have a great day who ever you are :)
xx, danzel
I am back dear internet... This is like my diary now huh?
ANYWAYS!
I am home now! After those 3 days of happiness/cold weather. It was an incredible experience and I feel happy to be a part of it. I can't post any pictures for now... but i might add on my next blog updates. Anyways! I am starting to write a story @ wattpad! woot okay. But I haven't published it yet. I just saved it as a draft.
Those 3 days were fun. A lot of things happened.
Honestly, I feel bad about it. I can now realize that I am friends with someone who is really mean and doesn't know that she hurts people's feelings because she speaks her mind WAY TOO MUCH. She's wings... (in case you are curious who Wings is? please check my last posts before this on the side bar to the left). Moving on. Being friends with someone who is kind of controlling and feels like she is too right and ALWAYS right. It's kind of hard to deal with them, but you would understand one person when you get to know their family or the place where she grew up.
But as her true friend, I am understanding and always stood by her side. The thing is... she is unfair. She never tried to listen to me and I won't even share to him. Why? because she would just give me a set of advice that would just make me feel like I am that damn stupid and she is the smart girl with a dumb friend.
She makes me feel like a small person. Have done everything to stuck by her side and to the point that I don't know how to deal with her anymore. I sometimes wonder if I should leave her so that I could taste a little freedom from her bossiness.
The thing is, she always wants to be right, it seems so wrong. She always makes herself look like the good guy and turn things around... She hates people who are like her. She should be thankful I stuck by her side. She judges too much and when she hates she releases her anger through public. PATHETIC. I know that I am doing the same thing... but I hate it when when we are with our friends its like I am not there with them they act like they see no one behind.
If I were to choose. I would love to be alone... but being alone is kind of boring. But I want that someone who would be like my sister. That person who would know EVERYTHING about me and I know EVERYTHING about her too. That person can be a dude too.
Anywho, that's it for now... I can feel anger when i typed this.. *SORRY*
hope you have a great day who ever you are :)
xx, danzel
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