HAGGARD... MOMENT?

two photos, i think there's another one... while we were dancing...

I KNOW! HAGGARD KO RIGHT?
THE FUCK...

WHENEVER I HAVE PICTURE WITH HIM.. I ALWAYS LOOK LIKE SHIT. OHEMMGEEE

I MISS THIS GUY... HE USED TO BE MY BEST FRIEND AND NOW WE ARE TOTALLY STRANGERS... WELL IN MY PERSPECTIVE.. BUT HE STILL FINDS ME AS HIS FRIEND... AND IS THERE ANYTHING I COULD DO ABOUT IT? NO!

anyways.. should stop with the capslock... i like this shot better than the other photo that you will be sing because in that photo i really look like shit.

anways...


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FOR HIM.

Dear Sidney,

You may never read this blog (which is good) and probably never will. I have a lot of questions going inside my head if you don't mind me asking... and i don't even know if i have the right to ask you this stupid questions.

1) Did  you ever feel the same way about me? If not, then why did you hug me (freshmen year) and a tons of stuff that you left on my memory that i would never forget

2) What happened? i really miss you i swear.

3) Do you hate me?

4) I really don't know if you felt the same way or was I only dreaming.... please tell me the truth? and help me clear my heart out?

Whatever it is that we had, I really miss it... we were never together but our friendship was the only thing that i treasure the most. I will never forget the way you compliment me and make me happy during those times when we were STILL friends PLUS TALKING.  I really miss you and I hope you do well in the near future.
To whoever your future wife is. I tell you this... she is so lucky to have you as a husband, you might ask me why... but my only answer is because you love someone truly for not what they look like, instead for what their attitude is. If God would give me time to fix "us" our broken friendship, i promise i would... i really miss talking to you that after you danced me i cried so hard... i realized how i valued our friendship... wishing that i never fell in love with you so that we could still be friends. i really fucking miss you, some of my friends says even your own brother that i still have feelings for you... I may or may have not moved on... but i tell you this though you might find this creepy you will always have a special place in my heart and you'll always be my first guy best friend. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY BEST FRIEND >:D< may you have a happy life with who ever you would be with in the near future... take care and God bless

NOW THIS IS WHERE I REALLY LOOK LIKE SHIT... CAN YOU SEE THAT DAMN FACE OF ME? (I AM THE FAT GIRL IN THAT UGLY SMILE.)