realization.
I have realize a lot of things when I was chatting with a bunch of friends on Facebook last night.
I've realized that everything is not well, you know how some of the girls wants their first kiss to be with their husband. How they want their first to be their last. They think that they would be forever. It does sound ridiculous, I know.
They think that they can plan everything, but when the time comes that they can feel the urge to kiss their first boyfriend... then they broke up. They realize that they just broke those things they planned for themselves.
In my opinion I really don't like thinking like that. I don't plan things ahead, especially in those scenarios. I, in the first place doesn't have a boyfriend and I'm 16. You might think that. 'Wow you're old and you never had a boyfriend? Like ever? Seriously?' Well guess what?! maybe in your country your parents allow you to date, maybe some of you had their first kiss already or maybe most of you aren't virgins anymore. I don't know. But in my country . My age, is not allowed to have a boyfriend yet. Unless my parents approve of it. They don't say anything about this subject though. But all I know is, I won't have a boyfriend ever.
Maybe, in the far far future. I might have a boyfriend. But whoever he is. I hope he doesn't break my heart like crash it too much. If I was to choose, I would rather have a nice talk when it comes to break up rather than seeing my FUTURE boyfriend cheat on me and get caught I don't like that. I'd rather hear him say it than see it myself.
I am not ready to have a boyfriend though, because I almost HAD one! and well it didn't go well. So yeah... whatever.
Love is not really an option for me now. I know that some of you guys are like desperate to have a nice and cute love life. Don't worry you're not alone. I also want one. That's why I have Twitter and Tumblr its the only place where I can fangirl over hot, famous, Hollywood guys. Who would never ever know my name or my existence, unless... they're my friends in real fucking situations.
I admit, that I am kind of jealous of people who has love life's but when I sometimes hear how controlling their partner is. I just get pissed. I don't like controlling people. Well, I basically don't like being controlled. So, to my future boyfriend. Please don't control me. HAHA.
I don't think I'll have a boyfriend ever. But hopefully his damn handsome, cute and hot and of course a gentleman. HOPEFULLY.
IF YOU DO FEEL THE SAME WAY. PLEASE DO COMMENT BELOW. SERIOUSLY. I WANT TO KNOW IF PEOPLE ARE READING MY ENTRIES ON MY BLOG. THANKS. GOOD BYE
I've realized that everything is not well, you know how some of the girls wants their first kiss to be with their husband. How they want their first to be their last. They think that they would be forever. It does sound ridiculous, I know.
They think that they can plan everything, but when the time comes that they can feel the urge to kiss their first boyfriend... then they broke up. They realize that they just broke those things they planned for themselves.
In my opinion I really don't like thinking like that. I don't plan things ahead, especially in those scenarios. I, in the first place doesn't have a boyfriend and I'm 16. You might think that. 'Wow you're old and you never had a boyfriend? Like ever? Seriously?' Well guess what?! maybe in your country your parents allow you to date, maybe some of you had their first kiss already or maybe most of you aren't virgins anymore. I don't know. But in my country . My age, is not allowed to have a boyfriend yet. Unless my parents approve of it. They don't say anything about this subject though. But all I know is, I won't have a boyfriend ever.
Maybe, in the far far future. I might have a boyfriend. But whoever he is. I hope he doesn't break my heart like crash it too much. If I was to choose, I would rather have a nice talk when it comes to break up rather than seeing my FUTURE boyfriend cheat on me and get caught I don't like that. I'd rather hear him say it than see it myself.
I am not ready to have a boyfriend though, because I almost HAD one! and well it didn't go well. So yeah... whatever.
Love is not really an option for me now. I know that some of you guys are like desperate to have a nice and cute love life. Don't worry you're not alone. I also want one. That's why I have Twitter and Tumblr its the only place where I can fangirl over hot, famous, Hollywood guys. Who would never ever know my name or my existence, unless... they're my friends in real fucking situations.
I admit, that I am kind of jealous of people who has love life's but when I sometimes hear how controlling their partner is. I just get pissed. I don't like controlling people. Well, I basically don't like being controlled. So, to my future boyfriend. Please don't control me. HAHA.
I don't think I'll have a boyfriend ever. But hopefully his damn handsome, cute and hot and of course a gentleman. HOPEFULLY.
IF YOU DO FEEL THE SAME WAY. PLEASE DO COMMENT BELOW. SERIOUSLY. I WANT TO KNOW IF PEOPLE ARE READING MY ENTRIES ON MY BLOG. THANKS. GOOD BYE
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