I'VE LOST IT.

Last month, I think. If my memory serves me well... One of my friend came over and stayed for a while, then when my friend left. Some things were lost. And my mom blamed my friend because she said that my friend was the only visitor we had for the day. So it's not me or my brother who would steal our own things. 

After what happened, I told it to my 4 best friends. Only them and no more. Now, I feel bad about it because my parents told me not to tell anyone... but its too late for the warning, because I've done it already. 

Today, My one of my best friends decided to hang out for a while here at home. We just watched goat remixes and she used the computer for a while. I didn't know that she brought her bike with her... and also I forgot about it. So when she was about to come home. The bike that her brother's friend had lend her got stolen. And I feel bad for her because she has some financial problems. Even though its not really my fault the bike got lost. I kind of feel like. It was. I hope whoever owns the bike would have mercy on her. I would seriously pray for her and hope that she's fine at home, When she gets home. 

Another thing is, its my little brothers 12th birthday. I feel bad that something like this happened on his birthday. Its so sad to think that on his birthday something bad happen. 

WHAT I HAVE LEARNED:

1) I have learned that some things were not meant to be told to even one of your friends just for the safety of that friend that did something wrong to you and your family. 

2) Always check your things even though you feel its safe. You should always check it. Like seriously. CHECK IT ALL THE TIME IF YOU COULD. 

I seriously feel bad right now. :( And I am not kidding. 

okay. that's it, thanks for reading. good bye