one moment, i was happy. until you ruined my day.

Moments when I regret a lot of things, like falling for the guy who would never catch me. #onesidedlove. People judge me for what they see, and act like they know everything. During this days I realized that life, is not as pretty as it seems.. with these horrible people around you, trying to ruin every bits of your patients and kindness. I hate the society, and I know that I'm a part of it. I act crazy around my friends that I know would accept me for who I am. But, when I'm with people I don't trust. I feel scared around them, why? Because they're not worth it. And I know that every wrong move I make would be judged.... Even if it comes to love. I actually don't like him anymore. Now, if they think I still do. Well guess what?! you're a fucking dickhead who leaves in the past like 3 years ago. We have moved on, why haven't you? just leave it there. You're wondering why were not talking anymore? Its because you tease us to each other. Making us feel ashamed for being friends. But even if none of that happen, we won't really talk. Because were not really friends. 

I would like to delete all the bitches on my facebook friend list. Why? They ruin my day and I would like to kill them and throw them away as far as possible, away from me. I don't trust people around me. Why?! They would leave me and won't mind. They would throw me away. I guess I kind of got used to that. I can go alone. I don't need people. I don't trust anyone anymore. I guess in this crazy world, you just got to trust no one else but yourself. 

People might think that I'm anti-social, Well guess what?! you made me like this. I'd rather be alone or be with 2 friends, than a lot of friends who doesn't even care, unless you talk about boys or something. Life is all about  choosing the right person to be with. I think that's the most important deal of life. Your friend's attitude will define what you are and who you are.