laziness everywhere.

I've got a lot of baggage at the moment, and lessons to study. Apparently I'm not good in both?! okay.
What if I got to college and I don't get successful because of this? damn, life would be complicated.

Today, I didn't hang out with my friends, I actually just left the room with the deathly hollows book. I just wandered in school and took a sit at the canteen, ALONE. Reading the harry potter book quietly. It was so peaceful. I actually needed that, to not care about what everyone thinks and wants.

My friend actually thought I was mad at her because I didn't talk to anyone all day... but I was happy and contented with the company of a good book. My only escape to the crazy world outside of the papers. I honestly would love to be alone most of the times. I just don't like my classmates getting the wrong idea you know? Also, who needs a slot on the school news paper when you can publish yourself online already? Even if no one is reading it. At least its out there.

Sometimes being alone is such a comfort that I'd want to do it everyday. There is no pressure and you won't thing about anyone else, except yourself :)