there will always be those moments...
When you wish you could reveres the time and somehow wish that everything could be changed.
To be in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way about you sucks. Wishing I could be friends with celebrities or have this magic to make them fall for me even if they're not physically around me. That would be awesome! I would love to have fictional boyfriend too! If only I could have a Jace, or a Patch, or even Ian from the host right? Isn't Jake Abel HOT? I totally love him, and I'm blaming the host movie.... I was about to read the book, but was too lazy to read it.
Okay, why would I blog about this things? One reason is I feel really alone and I want isolation from this place that I've known. I want a new environment where I can be a newbie and I can say that I could start over. Wouldn't that be amazing? Starting to search for yourself and at the same time you are trying to adapt to your surroundings.
I never asked to much from my friends or even my family. I keep things to myself. I have trust issues. Because, I believe that once I trust someone, they wouldn't be there for me like all the time. I know that for some reason because it keeps on happening to me. And, I hate that feeling. You know?
Anyway, my life is as complicated as it has ever been! I don't know what's happening... but I hope everything goes well and okay. Whatever it is. Feelings shitty at the moment. Have a good day though!!
To be in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way about you sucks. Wishing I could be friends with celebrities or have this magic to make them fall for me even if they're not physically around me. That would be awesome! I would love to have fictional boyfriend too! If only I could have a Jace, or a Patch, or even Ian from the host right? Isn't Jake Abel HOT? I totally love him, and I'm blaming the host movie.... I was about to read the book, but was too lazy to read it.
Okay, why would I blog about this things? One reason is I feel really alone and I want isolation from this place that I've known. I want a new environment where I can be a newbie and I can say that I could start over. Wouldn't that be amazing? Starting to search for yourself and at the same time you are trying to adapt to your surroundings.
I never asked to much from my friends or even my family. I keep things to myself. I have trust issues. Because, I believe that once I trust someone, they wouldn't be there for me like all the time. I know that for some reason because it keeps on happening to me. And, I hate that feeling. You know?
Anyway, my life is as complicated as it has ever been! I don't know what's happening... but I hope everything goes well and okay. Whatever it is. Feelings shitty at the moment. Have a good day though!!
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