Frustrations and Problems.
I have never ever thought that I should really study math. I really hate computing or even looking at numbers with letters in it. Life is so complicated.
Studying is never easy, it may be easy for the smart ass but for me, I just have this glasses because I seriously have blurry eyes but, that doesn't mean that I am smart enough. Its just that I didn't take things too seriously.
Now, I've just realized what I did. I wasted my time not studying math and trying to understand it. And now, in order to get into a good school I should learn it and apply it in any circumstances needed. Gosh, I hate school. Why is it that math is so important when my course doesn't even need it that much? Gosh don't you just hate that? I do.
Failing the state university was a big crack in my heart but I got over it and realized that maybe God doesn't think that I could fit in there or maybe its just not for me and He has a good reason that I can't question. I know that it is a little too late to learn math in a flash because it takes almost everyone 1 year to learn one. I don't know what to do. I regret those moments that I hated math and not realizing how important it is when I reach college.
All in all, in the end you will reap what you sow. And, I am experiencing that now. I should have done better before. Should have done better.... here comes the regret speech... but you know the story. Oh well, I really am hating on myself right now. GOOD BYE MY BEAUTIFUL FUTURE...
p.s still hating on math
Studying is never easy, it may be easy for the smart ass but for me, I just have this glasses because I seriously have blurry eyes but, that doesn't mean that I am smart enough. Its just that I didn't take things too seriously.
Now, I've just realized what I did. I wasted my time not studying math and trying to understand it. And now, in order to get into a good school I should learn it and apply it in any circumstances needed. Gosh, I hate school. Why is it that math is so important when my course doesn't even need it that much? Gosh don't you just hate that? I do.
Failing the state university was a big crack in my heart but I got over it and realized that maybe God doesn't think that I could fit in there or maybe its just not for me and He has a good reason that I can't question. I know that it is a little too late to learn math in a flash because it takes almost everyone 1 year to learn one. I don't know what to do. I regret those moments that I hated math and not realizing how important it is when I reach college.
All in all, in the end you will reap what you sow. And, I am experiencing that now. I should have done better before. Should have done better.... here comes the regret speech... but you know the story. Oh well, I really am hating on myself right now. GOOD BYE MY BEAUTIFUL FUTURE...
p.s still hating on math
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