Call me bitter, but it was the right thing to do.

  Today started out... well, not nice. I had one of those morning dilemma's. My teacher and my Waltz partner definitely pissed the shit out of me and I swear I cannot control myself earlier and my friends are asking me if I'm alright, but I just have this feeling of sadness and hatred. I don't know I think its because of my dream last night. 

  I had a dream of me and Sidney acting like we were some kind of couple or something and I tell you it kept me sleeping till I woke up around 6:25 which is late because I needed to go to school before 7:15. So my teacher did scold me that I was late again. And my partner was the WORST dancer ever. I swear. I am not kidding at all. 

  Now to end this entry, I just want to say something. When I was about to leave, I saw Sidney and my friend Denise at the waiting area outside my school, And I didn't bother saying good bye to Sidney. I just waved good bye at Denise and then left. I don't know what to do or say about it. But, maybe its my dream that is bothering me. I am scared and I don't want to make the same mistakes I have done before.