Him

  I am that girl, who just seats in the curb and watch them couples snuggle up. While, here I am either reading or typing here on my blog which is not read by anyone AT ALL. 

  Today is the day, that I realized a lot of things.One of this things is to wake up early to make you teacher shut up... or just kick my brother in the butt. Secondly, I don't know if I still have feelings for Sidney or am I just denying it... I really don't know. But, seeing him today like a ton of times makes me wish that we were friends instead and remove this awkward wall between us. I really miss that guy. We weren't a thing or anything at all. I just feel sad that our friendship had to end that way. 

  Also, I have a lot of things in mind when I saw him today. Yes, you can say that I am assuming things but... I think he might want to be friends with me again. Its just that he doesn't know how? or maybe his just shy. I would appreciate a lovely talk with him and to spend a lot more time with him like we used to before. He will always have a special place in my heart and I would never regret anything from our friendship. 

  MOVING ON.

  I have a lot of things to take care of for school, which probably would take up all night.... with my noisy brother beside me and our messy house. Gosh, I wish our housekeeper never left the house. 

GOOD BYE