out of hand.

I am lost.

I think... I cannot think straight and I feel weak. My body is tired and I think I seriously need a long rest. Not just sleeping but like a vacation. I know that summer is near and I should wait till then, but I just can't help it. I feel so helpless and weak like I'm this loser who is damn stupid to get herself into a huge trouble she couldn't even face.

I want to have a break from all this drama and I think the weekend is not enough. Also, prom is on Saturday, THIS SATURDAY! Gosh, and I am going to sing. I am so nervous I don't want to sing anymore but my mom told me to. I shouldn't have said yes. Oh well, God bless me please.