tears and enemies.

  Today, I have realized things that I should and should not have done. I am going to pay my dues either way. And I don't know how. These certain kind of people are mad at me and I don't judge them. I actually understand and there is nothing I can do about it. Damage has been done and they are certain things that you should do in order to say away from these kinds of troubles.

  I don't like what I was doing earlier to be honest. I never thought it was going to end like this. When they told me that I will never have someone like me and that I am ugly and they called me that certain word that really was a pain in the ass... Well, they don't need to push it too hard, its not like I don't know it. I am not that dumb! anywho I should stop now. haha