The Zouis video.

To top this all first, don't put too much hatred toward me when I type this entry because I really do feel bad for my boys and here I am going to type what I think about the video it may be positive or negative... who knows?

I woke up early in the morning because our electric fan broke so it was around 5 am and I was looking for my phone, then my brother gave it to me. As I scrolled through twitter, I tried and check the Worldwide Trends and it has #PAYZERISBACK so, of course as a directioner I am indeed curious and I needed to see the tweets... just to realize that it was all rumors.

After a while some fans tweeted things about Zouis and I was again curious and checked the tweets of those people when I crossed this girl's account, I saw her previous tweet with a link then I clicked it and read that it was about Zayn and Louis smoking weed or as they say on the video is "Mary J". At first I was like, so they filmed themselves smoking... I know that they smoke and everything. But, the fact that Louis filmed it and they were like out of their minds... actually the video was like straight from an AU fan fiction. I was like "oh my gosh, why are they filming this kind of things... are they trying to ruin their career's?" and my mom and dad was like, "why what's happening?" then I told them this video of Zouis smoking weed and joking about Mary J. Then when I read the whole article especially the part where Zayn was not happy about the second book that they had and he described it as "too girly" and full of BS. I totally understand that and the fact that they think that us their fans are tired of reading this kinds of bullshit... and to be honest that was when I realized that they were not that happy at all... especially with the people they work with, its the saddest thing ever... this reminds me of Demi Lovato, my very first idol that I really fangirled over at she's such a great inspiration because she wanted to be happy she took control over her team and decided who needs to leave and stay. I wish One Direction had this kind of management but they don't and now that I think of it... I just realized that they're not happy at all. The might me smiling at the camera's being happy and weird all the time when they're interviewed but deep down we all know that they're just acting it out because they are famous they need to be a good role model etc... well what's wrong with being real? as long as you don't post videos of yourself smoking weed or whatever kind of drug is that, right? I just thought that they were happy and to think that they have a very busy schedule... I just realized that maybe they need a break just like Justin Bieber to over think everything and just enjoy their youth? I don't know.. I just want my boys to be happy and be true to themselves. Because, if they ain't happy I am not happy.

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