I am still in love with you.

 Today, I was in school and we had an event named "blue is best", because I study in Assumption College and since its an all girl school and I actually miss boys and I really can't control myself that when some of the local artists came and visited and I swear I am not a big fan of  those people, I just can't help it. I've got to scream and let it all out because you know it helps me in a lot of way. I don't know about you, but to be in a school full of girls its just too much to handle and I can't help but miss the opposite sex.

 After the program we had a test for Psychology and I actually didn't study like I only knew 2 things about the entire lessons then I failed of course. But, while waiting for the professor since we are kind of early, I have this photo of me and Sidney, and it all came back. I know that One Direction have helped me move on and they saved me from a million shatters of heartbreak that is why I am a directioner today because their songs saved me and just to see Sidney's photo, it shatters my heart and he is studying in a co-ed school and who knows maybe he might meet a new girl or even get back with Sam... AGAIN.

 Even if it hurts, I still understand and realize that love will come around, you've just got to wait and let it happen to you. I never had a boyfriend or anything because I am no beauty queen and I am no ones type of girl even my otp Harry Styles won't like me at all. I just know it. If my high school friends doesn't like me/ How about the famous people that I adore so much and would never know about my existence, right?