I AM WORTHLESS.

 Today, is another day of suffering. Why? Well, first of all. I woke up early that I am still sleepy until now.


I feel like I have a psychological disease. I am not happy at all. I feel stressed and I don't like to be compared to other people who are way out of my league. As a child I had a lot of pressures to deal with, but does that matter to anyone else anymore? Sometimes I want to have a break. Where in I can just be happy for an hour then procastinating after, even if the due is not yet the next day. I have a lot in me that I wish I could forget. And, I am often down these days.

Its like happiness doesn't suit me anymore. I don't like them feels.