SOCIALLY AWKWARD.

First year of College, is FUN. But, the moment you realize that meeting new people is hard... it kind of sucks. I don't know, I'm just not good in making talks with strangers. I have done it before, like to new students whenever they enter my school; But, College is different. I am new everyone is new and its all a start over. I probably start mine wrong, scratch that BAD. I don't know its not that I'm anti social, its just that I'm not good in talking with people. I don't have any boyfriends and I think I never will unless Jace Herondale is real or I meet Harry Styles its like a fan fiction came to life.

Never the less, I always have this hatred in my heart and I think I need to seek some specialists for I have a lot of anger and friend issues. I don't know... Can it be possible that I have a mental disease? who knows? I've got no money to pay a psychologist.