I MISS HIGH SCHOOL... FRIENDS! HAHAAH

Yesterday there was an event at Cultural Center of the Philippines and  I seriously missed my high school friends because everyone was having photos with each other and me and my friends are like... what the actual fuck is happening here? or maybe its just me. I miss my high school friends where they would ask you if you were okay and tell to join them in the picture even if you are not really in the same group of friends.  Yesterday was bazaar. Why? well, let me tell ya! I  am not that productive and happy with my school because I am not that kind of person who can talk  and entertain you.. I always have this awkward pauses and I don't know what to say. I really really don't know what to say. I just want to stab myself every time this happens to me.

Also, yesterday I cried because I realized that I am going to fail and I wanted to stab myself because I felt bad for my mom and myself and I don't know where to go... I think way ahead into the future where everyone will graduate and I won't. I don't know