EXPOSURE TRIP & Homeworks

 Today, me and my block mates went to another Assumption Community and it was in Malibay. We were showed around by old women who were helped by the Assumption Community and they were kind and very motherly like. They showed us around the place where they lived in and we actually walked a lot and what I have noticed is that a lot of people over there were poor and lack's things that are in need. I always complain about how my life is hard because of school and how everything else is... like cleaning the house and doing school work at the same time. It is a struggle but not the same as the people in Malibay were expecting. They were expecting real life situations where it could lead them to either doing the wrong things or making the best out of their life.

 As I walked down their street I felt a bit guilty for not doing well in school and instead I am here typing this blog because I needed to release my stress and just try to break free and stay alert. Because, I am sleepy. I hate going on trips and not having that big break that you are begging for. I always thought of myself as someone who has a lot responsibilities and I imagined... What if I was not with my family? Who would take care of my little brother? Who would clean the house? I sometimes wanted to have that day where you have nothing to do but to focus on one thing... and that could be school work or house hold chores. I don't like doing both at the same time. My parents always tell me that I should. But, I can't because I get tired easily and I lack  motivation when I am tired.


 I don't really regret this exposure trip, it was just that I regret the time that I had to review for my quiz tomorrow and to do my introduction for my english paper. Both of this subjects are due tomorrow and I haven't even washed my uniform yet. I don't want to sleep but eventually I will go to sleep because my body is tired and in need. Hoping that I won't be late for tomorrow's class. God bless me and my fucking laziness