School Work, And I think I smell...

 Lately, I have been trying to be more productive than I usually am. And, I am proud to say that I am kind of relaxed. BUT! Finals is near and I need to freaking pass it. Damn, I don't know. I think I am scared. Of course I am scared! Also! I feel like I smell because I go to school through public transportation. Damn it. I really feel like I smell and that I fucking stink and ew. I find myself gross. Maybe, my block mates are gossiping on how bad I smelled earlier. I seriously think so. Like, I wish I had perfume with me so that the smell would lessen. But no! I didn't have one.

 Shit, I now know the feeling of people when you smell them and they feel so uncomfortable with themselves. I swear I feel like she's spreading the news now. The one that I hugged earlier. I really think she is. I swear. I don't know. I feel like I just shitted myself and there is no escape from it. Damn.

 And, before I forget. I have received my grade for this midterm and I am proud to say that I have survived! and, of course I must do better this pre-finals. I feel like crying right now. Good thing my mom was not mad because well, she usually would get mad and I would have wanted her to shut up. But, no. She was kind and very understanding because I seriously didn't fail any subject. and, I feel happy because at least I have passed math. My problem now is Psychology and Natural Science. I seriously hate science. Thank God for kind parents. Also, my dreams of reaching DL's? God please do help me. I need this.