THE CONSTANT REMINDER: YOU'RE FAT

 I don't know what got to me this morning. But, whenever I remember Dana typing on my phone that I am fat. It just is annoying. Some people are just plain stupid. I don't even know why people keep on reminding us fat people that we are fat. We are not dumb. We know that we are fat and you don't need to remind us because we fucking know everything. I don't have the guts to wear good clothes because I know I'm too fat for it. I just don't like it when people tell me that I am fat. It's so annoying.

 On a daily basis. I judge myself. And that's okay. Because I am me and I own my body. I can judge myself and not get hurt by it. But the constant reminder that society will tell you that you're too fat. I remember when I was younger. I was not really that fat. But when my relatives always told me that I was fat even my own mom tells me I'm fat. I sometimes want to throw up all the food I hate and just not eat for a year. So that I could be the skinny girl they want me to be. But, because I am hungry. I can't do that. I don't like it when people tell me that I should loose weight. I don't even have time for exercise.

 The constant reminder of being fat is really annoying and offending. I know that I am fat. You don't need to remind me everyday. Because I know that I am fat. I don't even to the #OOTD because I don't have the confidence to do so. I am not pretty or anything. I don't like it when people tell me things and act like I don't know it. Stop with the daily reminder that I am fat because I am not dumb and I know that I am fat you don't need to remind me everyday. I am not stupid. I know that I am too fat for society. So what?! WHO ARE YOU TO FUCKING JUDGE?