3 WORDS: I AM UGLY

HOW DO I KNOW THAT?

SIMPLE

PEOPLE TELLS ME THAT.

I hate to say this but I have lost all my self esteem and have started to hate myself.  I have lost everything and I think I'm about to lose control.

As people say, don't let society ruin you. But what if they are right. And you are wrong for being who you really are and not caring about the world around you?

They told me enough event through simple alibis that I am not pretty, in very clear jokes that they think is filtered but in reality they just ruin my self-esteem. I have lost my guts and I think I want to kill myself or something.

I'M TOO FAT, TOO SHORT, OR JUST PLAIN UGLY.

I HAVE NEVER FELT SO LOW IN MY LIFE. MAYBE ITS HOW SOCIETY WANTS ME TO SEE MYSELF AND I HAVE LET IT WON.

I WISH THAT I COULD JUST DO SOMETHING. FOR THEM TO STOP ON JUDGING ME. TELLING ME THINGS THAT ARE HURTFUL AND SHIT. I FEEL LIKE I DON'T BELONG IN THIS WORLD OF CRAZINESS. I'M TIRED OF LISTENING TO THE SAME OLD SHIT EVERYDAY. I FEEL LIKE I AM DROWNING IN MY OWN HATRED FOR MYSELF THAT I ACTUALLY START NOT CARING AT ALL.


THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME.

IT STARTS WITH MY FAMILY AND NOW WITH MY COLLEGE FRIENDS...


I WISH HIGH SCHOOL WOULD HAVE LAST FOREVER.