WAIT, WHAT WAS IT?

Maybe it was the friendship that we had, or the sweet gestures you had toward me that I have misinterpreted. I don't know. A lot of actions means a lot of things and I am confuse. Yes I am and you have no idea how you have me wrapped around your finger for so long and I just wish we had this beginning and ending. But, such things doesn't exist and I hate myself for thinking that maybe someday you would make your move or maybe even have the guts to tell me what the real truth is or none at all. What have it all meant? I really am stuck in the bubble while you are with her and her family having the time of your life. I know I have no right but this questions have bothered me for a long time.

I am not saying that I still have feelings for you. I just want answers to my questions. Even, if I don't deserve it at all.