I WANT TO DROWN MYSELF IN TEARS

 I HAVE NEVER FELT SO NEGLECTED IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE.
I DON'T KNOW... I JUST FEEL LIKE I WANT TO TRANSFER SCHOOL BUT I LOVE MY SCHOOL I JUST HATE MY BLOCK MATES.

BEING AROUND NEW PEOPLE IS SOMETHING REALLY NEW TO ME SINCE I GREW UP ALMOST MY ENTIRE LIFE IN PHILADELPHIA HIGH SCHOOL. AND I CAN SAY, THAT GROWING UP IN A CHRISTIAN SCHOOL IS 10X BETTER THAN A FUCKING CATHOLIC SCHOOL. PEOPLE THEIR SUCKS. THEY DON'T GET TO UNDERSTAND AND JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP WHENEVER THEY FUCKING NEED TO.


I KNOW THAT I SHOULD STAY STRONG. I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS COLLEGE LIFE TO END. I WANT TO LET LOOSE AND GET OUT OF IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.