WE WERE BOTH YOUNG, WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU?

I watched Romeo and Juliet at our school, and yes it was a live play because I am in college  now and my school is capable of doing that. Anyway, I find the actor for Romeo very appealing. I don't know, he looks so attractive and my block mates teased me about it because my friend whom I told about shared it to some of our other block mates and somehow they were teasing me and the whole block got the whole idea and I was really shy. HUHU

I am not pretty and all. I know that. I just gah, I guess I will always be a sucker for love. I hate this no matter what. I just hate it when everyone teases me about boys because I don't feel special or anything. I just feel ashamed for the person they are teasing me with. Because well, they are way too hot for me and I am too disgusting for them. That is how my life works, I degrade myself from the people I like. Because even my family does it.

I just adore attractive boys but I never intended more than that. Really it was like just a one time deal and after that, I move on be the lonely weird person that I am. I don't know. I just don't like it when people tease me.

also I need to work on our English paper. goodbye