I am scared

You know that something is wrong when you feel tension between people, and I don't like it. I don't like it when someone is angry like seriously angry, I tend to think of all the worst things possible because I am seriously frightened and I don't like thinking of such horrible things because it makes me sad and confused and mostly I blame myself for being a bad daughter to my parents.

Yes, I am talking about my parents, blog. I know no one is reading this but ya know what? Who cares?! This blog is like my diary and I would like to keep it that way. All my thoughts out of my head and is on a place called internet where people can read it if they go online and just whatever I don't know.

I always pray at night and forget to pray in the morning sometimes, I want to paint the word PRAY on my wall so that I would remember it and maybe post a big bible verse above my head just to read it every day and be inspired.  A little reminder that someone from above is handling my problems and that even if I do feel alone, I am not alone for I have the Lord above to guide me and help me through anything that might happen.