ITS SO HARD TO SPEAK UP.
I have the tendency to not stand up for myself and just hit that person in the face using my fist. Do you understand what I feel? I know that it is wrong but I just cannot use my filthy mouth to speak like some bitch who did not go to a good school. In short, I cannot control it. I have no intentions of being pissed today but something sparked and here I am again complaining since no one cares and I have to release this anger out of my system.
Most of the times I just feel like spacing out... by that I mean doing nothing at all. I swear I hate college so much because of the people that exists in it. I don't hate EVERYONE. I just hate most of them? I don't know. I have a few people that I could call my circle of friends and... well technically the people who you call friends but you don't have the time to hang out with them all the time because they have their own circle of friends just like you do.
I know that it is a magical sentence that you cannot please anyone. I do agree with that and at the same time you cannot like everyone as well. I really don't see the point of associating myself with people who have done me wrong but I have to endure it since they are my groupmates. I know what I did what wrong... I ACKNOWLEDGE that but she does not have to be rude.... I kind of sounded mean but I placed ahahahahah at the end of the sentence. Ah well she's a bitch and what the hell did I fucking expect. I really have no idea how i would interact with these kind of people. I hope I don't get transferred from my block I might complain and ask them to bring me to my original block and stay there forever. I mean come on. I don't like being transferred to a place where no one would accept me. I do understand my circle of my friends for being bitchy but I just need someone who would listen and just tell me to don't mind them in a very sweet manner... well they can scream and get mad then be sweet after that.
IDK ANYMORE.
BYE
Most of the times I just feel like spacing out... by that I mean doing nothing at all. I swear I hate college so much because of the people that exists in it. I don't hate EVERYONE. I just hate most of them? I don't know. I have a few people that I could call my circle of friends and... well technically the people who you call friends but you don't have the time to hang out with them all the time because they have their own circle of friends just like you do.
I know that it is a magical sentence that you cannot please anyone. I do agree with that and at the same time you cannot like everyone as well. I really don't see the point of associating myself with people who have done me wrong but I have to endure it since they are my groupmates. I know what I did what wrong... I ACKNOWLEDGE that but she does not have to be rude.... I kind of sounded mean but I placed ahahahahah at the end of the sentence. Ah well she's a bitch and what the hell did I fucking expect. I really have no idea how i would interact with these kind of people. I hope I don't get transferred from my block I might complain and ask them to bring me to my original block and stay there forever. I mean come on. I don't like being transferred to a place where no one would accept me. I do understand my circle of my friends for being bitchy but I just need someone who would listen and just tell me to don't mind them in a very sweet manner... well they can scream and get mad then be sweet after that.
IDK ANYMORE.
BYE
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