Post-Graduation Feels...
Hello, I have been an adult for almost 2 months now and I have to say. It is not easy. First, I got my passport last Thursday, and then it got wet yesterday when my little brother placed his water bottle inside my bag, so every thing was wet, including my phone and my other stuff. And my mom screamed at me telling me that it was my fault but I was actually fucking tired during that time so I really didn't pay attention to anything and she just screamed and I went inside my room. Now, there is no available schedule for me to have my passport replaced...
Also, looking for a job is not that easy, I mean... yes I do enjoy my vacation since as everyone kept saying once you work, you'd have to kiss your "summer vacation" good bye because you will never have vacation ever again. I realized that what they said was true and there was nothing that I could do about it. I am hoping that someday I could just earn money by being at home and doing something somewhere... I really don't know. I literally have no idea what I want to do right now... I just really wanted to be a Radio DJ and I don't think that will ever be possible since there is no available opening for that job and I have been trying to look for auditions and stuff but there is none. I really hate it. I wish there was an opening but there really isn't. I love talking and hosting and stuff, but I also like the pre-production process where you prepare everything and schedule everything and talk to people and that kind of things. Also, the hard thing about looking for a job is that there is no job available in my field. Its so hard to look for a job that would really give me the training grounds for whatever is to come at hand. I have no idea at all. I just hope that whatever happens, I could still do what I want as a job and not feel like it is a job at all. I really want to earn money and I am having a hard time doing so.
I wish there was a company that would just accept fresh graduates and train us for the field that we want and then set us free to companies that would help us grow even more. But of course that would be impossible since life is full of surprises like you thought you would get a job but you won't so... you are stuck at home contemplating about your life choices and the career path that you have taken only to realize that everyone in your batch is struggling just like you... unlike the Advertising graduates, how I wish that subject was my forte but its not so I really cannot apply at an advertising agency.
Anyway, thank you for reading this if you are... and if you are not... as I have said before this blog is like my monthly journal or whatever. LOL
Till next time!
Also, looking for a job is not that easy, I mean... yes I do enjoy my vacation since as everyone kept saying once you work, you'd have to kiss your "summer vacation" good bye because you will never have vacation ever again. I realized that what they said was true and there was nothing that I could do about it. I am hoping that someday I could just earn money by being at home and doing something somewhere... I really don't know. I literally have no idea what I want to do right now... I just really wanted to be a Radio DJ and I don't think that will ever be possible since there is no available opening for that job and I have been trying to look for auditions and stuff but there is none. I really hate it. I wish there was an opening but there really isn't. I love talking and hosting and stuff, but I also like the pre-production process where you prepare everything and schedule everything and talk to people and that kind of things. Also, the hard thing about looking for a job is that there is no job available in my field. Its so hard to look for a job that would really give me the training grounds for whatever is to come at hand. I have no idea at all. I just hope that whatever happens, I could still do what I want as a job and not feel like it is a job at all. I really want to earn money and I am having a hard time doing so.
I wish there was a company that would just accept fresh graduates and train us for the field that we want and then set us free to companies that would help us grow even more. But of course that would be impossible since life is full of surprises like you thought you would get a job but you won't so... you are stuck at home contemplating about your life choices and the career path that you have taken only to realize that everyone in your batch is struggling just like you... unlike the Advertising graduates, how I wish that subject was my forte but its not so I really cannot apply at an advertising agency.
Anyway, thank you for reading this if you are... and if you are not... as I have said before this blog is like my monthly journal or whatever. LOL
Till next time!
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