someone was bullying me in the office.
Hello,
I just have to let this be out in the world and let everyone know that bullying does not only exist in school and immediate family. It also exists in the workplace. I thought we are all adults here but I guess not. I studied in an all-girls college for 4 years and I have not really experienced bullying nor do we encourage it in our school, and even if we do tease other people. We know our limits and we know when to stop.
I have been teased in high school, since I used to study in a co-ed school as well. I seriously forgot how it is with some men. I got so used to my male friends that I forgot how shitty their attitude is. I mean, I do have my younger brother who is an absolute asshole but you get what I'm saying. I forgot that there are rude boys as well.
We had our recitation in our training and I really was not ready to answer. I honestly don't like participating in class... even before. I don't really talk at all unless we are all asked to answer one by one... at least I have time to process my thoughts and think of how to answer that certain question the teacher or the trainer would provide. So, I screamed no please don't pick me. I was so scared and I was like having a panic attack at that moment. I really was not feeling it at all. I don't like answering unprepared. Then this guy teased me about it. Once when we were taking live calls per group and the second one was the start of lunch time and we went to our lockers to get our bags. He was mocking me for my reaction at that moment.
Being teased about something embarrassing and stupid gives me the scare and the anxiety that all these people think that way. I am sorry but I do feel that way. I have been laughed at in high school, its okay when it happens one time, but when it happens the second time around, I literally break down. I don't feel well, I need help. I have bad thoughts and I don't like it.
I just have to let this be out in the world and let everyone know that bullying does not only exist in school and immediate family. It also exists in the workplace. I thought we are all adults here but I guess not. I studied in an all-girls college for 4 years and I have not really experienced bullying nor do we encourage it in our school, and even if we do tease other people. We know our limits and we know when to stop.
I have been teased in high school, since I used to study in a co-ed school as well. I seriously forgot how it is with some men. I got so used to my male friends that I forgot how shitty their attitude is. I mean, I do have my younger brother who is an absolute asshole but you get what I'm saying. I forgot that there are rude boys as well.
We had our recitation in our training and I really was not ready to answer. I honestly don't like participating in class... even before. I don't really talk at all unless we are all asked to answer one by one... at least I have time to process my thoughts and think of how to answer that certain question the teacher or the trainer would provide. So, I screamed no please don't pick me. I was so scared and I was like having a panic attack at that moment. I really was not feeling it at all. I don't like answering unprepared. Then this guy teased me about it. Once when we were taking live calls per group and the second one was the start of lunch time and we went to our lockers to get our bags. He was mocking me for my reaction at that moment.
Being teased about something embarrassing and stupid gives me the scare and the anxiety that all these people think that way. I am sorry but I do feel that way. I have been laughed at in high school, its okay when it happens one time, but when it happens the second time around, I literally break down. I don't feel well, I need help. I have bad thoughts and I don't like it.
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