hello, i'm going to post something.

hey, you.

are you even reading?

lol

anyway, so I have this thing where I have to take full calls tomorrow for like the whole shift because technically that is my job. And, I have no idea if I am going to be okay, or scared or generally speaking, I don't know what to feel.

I am scared and excited but mostly scared. With that being said, it is my first job and I hope everything goes smoothly. I have a lot of things in mind like, how am I going to contribute in the expenses at home and how would I be able to help without my parents or should I say my mom complaining. My dad said that the money is mine, and that  I could do whatever I want. My mom, on the other hand, wants me to buy her things, build a house for us and I really don't mind that. At all. I just hope that I do get employed and everything will be okay.


You know when you have that constant fear in your heart but you try to shove it away because you don't like the feeling of worrying and having your body go into a break down. So instead you go strong and tall and fight for what you think is right? I am that person. I do hope that one day, maybe someday. Everything will be okay and that I will be fine.

that is it for now, i hope you are having a better day than I am.

good bye.