I have no empathy

I have been such a bad person when taking in calls.

Yes, that is my job. I am a customer service consultant and all I do is take in calls five times a week. I feel frustrated when the customer is frustrated. I don't even know anymore. I don't even want to look at my score or my AHT or even my KDI. Why? I don't want to pressure myself. I a lot of things going on in my life. Well, not really but working and saving money just to have enough money to survive 10 days before our next salary comes in. Its crazy. I mean it really is.

One payday done, one more to go till "certification" I mean, yes I don't think I'l pass asap but I don't mind. As long as I am learning and earning. I'm okay. Also, I just want to feel like I am a real adult because um. Duh, I need those government benefits and also my TIN number. I don't even know anymore. I just need those things okay. I just know I do.

I am officially an adult and I am one step closer to employment. It could take 3 days or something but you get what I'm saying. Right? Yes, okay. That is all, have a great day.