Why do I hate myself?
Hello,
It is me again. As usual I'm too lazy to fix my blog and to keep it active but here I go.
I hate myself, for tons of reasons. First, I am fat. I hate the fact that I am fat. I cannot do anything about it because I am too lazy and I value rest. Second, I hate that sometimes I'm just too mean or too loud for some people. I don't why, but I hate myself just because I don't people to act like that too... so it is a struggle. Lastly, I hate myself for always being so stupid in the most easiest tasks in life. I don't know what is the deal with my brain or my body? I don't what happened, am I defective or something? I'm not really sure.
Also, I sometimes wish that I do have someone or something to lean or maybe I don't know... It is a good thing that I have this blog. I have had this for a long time and no one is reading it anyway. So I don't mind sharing my deepest darkest secret here because I will not be famous anyway... and if by chance I become famous which by the way is so impossible. No one would ever find this... LOL. Who am I kidding no secrets are kept once you are famous. But, yeah as I said.... I will not be famous. I guarantee you that. I will be working my ass of like a normal human being should and would because we are just not that pretty or funny for television or the public eye. We are just puny, stupid and weird for the world to understand.
I hope your day is better than mine. I have work tomorrow. Hopefully, I won't do anything stupid... which I guarantee you I will... but hopefully not... LOL there is nothing wrong with having a little bit of hope in life... but that would 20% of it because 80% goes to failure.
You do have a great and better day than I do.
Respectfully,
Nicole.
It is me again. As usual I'm too lazy to fix my blog and to keep it active but here I go.
I hate myself, for tons of reasons. First, I am fat. I hate the fact that I am fat. I cannot do anything about it because I am too lazy and I value rest. Second, I hate that sometimes I'm just too mean or too loud for some people. I don't why, but I hate myself just because I don't people to act like that too... so it is a struggle. Lastly, I hate myself for always being so stupid in the most easiest tasks in life. I don't know what is the deal with my brain or my body? I don't what happened, am I defective or something? I'm not really sure.
Also, I sometimes wish that I do have someone or something to lean or maybe I don't know... It is a good thing that I have this blog. I have had this for a long time and no one is reading it anyway. So I don't mind sharing my deepest darkest secret here because I will not be famous anyway... and if by chance I become famous which by the way is so impossible. No one would ever find this... LOL. Who am I kidding no secrets are kept once you are famous. But, yeah as I said.... I will not be famous. I guarantee you that. I will be working my ass of like a normal human being should and would because we are just not that pretty or funny for television or the public eye. We are just puny, stupid and weird for the world to understand.
I hope your day is better than mine. I have work tomorrow. Hopefully, I won't do anything stupid... which I guarantee you I will... but hopefully not... LOL there is nothing wrong with having a little bit of hope in life... but that would 20% of it because 80% goes to failure.
You do have a great and better day than I do.
Respectfully,
Nicole.
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