I finally left my current job... and here is why
Hello,
I know I have always been quitting my jobs and that its not really a good record. So here I am trying to explain myself as to why I did it.
First off, the company only has 2 people. These two were my bosses from my internship days. I enjoyed it and I had fun. At the same time, I was not really able to work with them during those days. They had their own thing and we did what they asked us to do. It was fun while it lasted.
Now, let's go back to the present.
I was removed from my previous job that I like, and I suddenly asked them if they had an opening. They were actually a new company and what they do is the same as my previous one. They are a production company, who provides videos and photo shoots or anything related to making videos or commercials.
I left the company because it was so hard for me to fit in with them. I know that it was only just a month and I needed more time to adjust... but they were asking for a lot in those months they wanted me to be what they expect from me in a span of a month. I had troubles and they keep telling me that I should speak up or anything. I am just not used to that I was so used to being quiet, in the corner and just listening and writing things down. I did tell them that, and they just kept on pushing me to do things that I myself am not ready for.
So, yesterday, I emailed them my resignation letter... because I felt really useless in the company and I know that I really needed to work on myself. I have to, and I would not be able to grow in their company because of the pressure that they were placing on me. I just felt like a useless bug. Knowing myself, I always leave if I felt unimportant. They have told me a ton of times that whether I leave or not nothing will change at all. So, I did leave. I felt like I won't be able to meet the standards they were asking me. They wanted me to be more open with them and I just can't. I respect them too much for me to do that asap.
Anyway, that is all that I have to say. I did enjoy the short time I had there and I learned somehow about life in general. Thank you so much for the experience, but I really need to find myself, and find a new job that I need to be better at... so I submitted my resume to a few companies and I hope things would work out? I don't know. God bless!
I know I have always been quitting my jobs and that its not really a good record. So here I am trying to explain myself as to why I did it.
First off, the company only has 2 people. These two were my bosses from my internship days. I enjoyed it and I had fun. At the same time, I was not really able to work with them during those days. They had their own thing and we did what they asked us to do. It was fun while it lasted.
Now, let's go back to the present.
I was removed from my previous job that I like, and I suddenly asked them if they had an opening. They were actually a new company and what they do is the same as my previous one. They are a production company, who provides videos and photo shoots or anything related to making videos or commercials.
I left the company because it was so hard for me to fit in with them. I know that it was only just a month and I needed more time to adjust... but they were asking for a lot in those months they wanted me to be what they expect from me in a span of a month. I had troubles and they keep telling me that I should speak up or anything. I am just not used to that I was so used to being quiet, in the corner and just listening and writing things down. I did tell them that, and they just kept on pushing me to do things that I myself am not ready for.
So, yesterday, I emailed them my resignation letter... because I felt really useless in the company and I know that I really needed to work on myself. I have to, and I would not be able to grow in their company because of the pressure that they were placing on me. I just felt like a useless bug. Knowing myself, I always leave if I felt unimportant. They have told me a ton of times that whether I leave or not nothing will change at all. So, I did leave. I felt like I won't be able to meet the standards they were asking me. They wanted me to be more open with them and I just can't. I respect them too much for me to do that asap.
Anyway, that is all that I have to say. I did enjoy the short time I had there and I learned somehow about life in general. Thank you so much for the experience, but I really need to find myself, and find a new job that I need to be better at... so I submitted my resume to a few companies and I hope things would work out? I don't know. God bless!
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